I owe you more than words can say
Yeah, mmm
I was running from the mirror, couldn't face what I became
Pushing you aside like you were nothing but a name
All those nights you needed me, I was chasing someone else
Now I'm standing here with tears, saying sorry to myself
Oh, I neglected all your dreams, left you broken on the shelf
But I'm learning how to love, starting sorry to myself
Sorry to my past self, for the pain I put you through
For the battles that you fought alone, I never knew
Sorry to my past self, baby, I see you now
I promise that I'll honor you, I'm healing somehow
Yeah, I'm healing somehow
You were screaming through the silence, but I turned the volume down
Chasing validation from the world, lost and not found
You deserved a champion, someone fighting for your worth
Now I carry you with pride, giving you a second birth
Come here, every scar you wear is proof that you survived
Thank you for not giving up, for keeping me alive
Sorry to my past self, for the pain I put you through
For the battles that you fought alone, I never knew
Sorry to my past self, baby, I see you now
I promise that I'll honor you, I'm healing somehow
Oh, I'm healing somehow
I need you to know you're forgiven
Mmm, yeah
We're finally living