Yeah... mmm
Another night alone with my thoughts
Staring at the ceiling, three AM again
Pillow soaked with secrets that I keep within
Smile for the camera, yeah I play the part so well
But nobody sees the prison that I'm living in, oh
Wish I had a life worth living for
Something more than pain behind a closing door
Every day's a battle just to make it through
Baby, I'm exhausted from pretending I'm brand new
I wish I had a life, yeah
Something that feels right, baby
Tired of these midnight tears I cry
When the world can't see me breaking inside
I wish I had a life, oh
One that doesn't feel like I'm just surviving
These secret tears keep falling every night
I wish I had a life, mmm
Mirror tells a story that my lips won't say
How I'm barely holding on from day to day
Friends keep asking "are you good?" I lie and say I'm fine
But when the moon comes out, that's when I lose my mind, come here
Wish somebody knew the weight I carry round
All the silent screaming that don't make a sound
Maybe one day I'll find peace within this storm
Till then I'm just broken, trying to transform
I wish I had a life, yeah
Something that feels right, baby
Tired of these midnight tears I cry
When the world can't see me breaking inside
I wish I had a life, oh
One that doesn't feel like I'm just surviving
These secret tears keep falling every night
I wish I had a life
Yeah... these midnight tears
I wish I had a life, baby