(Ayy,
yoh)
It’
s
Sylvester
AK
Bashi
Tee
Still
waiting
on
your
notification,
Vanessa
Just
checking,
you
know
I’
m
staring
at
my
screen
again,
watching
for
a
sign
Checking
if
you’
re
active,
waiting
on
a
line
Every
minute
feels
like
hours
since
we
started
to
drift
I’
m
trying
to
be
strong
but
I’
m
losing
the
lift
Even
when
I’
m
mad,
even
when
I’
m
hurt
I’
m
digging
up
the
memories
buried
in
the
dirt
Vanessa,
oh
Vanessa,
I
really
miss
you
bad
Checking
for
your
text
is
the
only
thing
I
have
I
pretend
I’
m
okay,
I
pretend
I
don’
t
care
But
deep
in
my
heart,
I
wish
you
were
there
I
miss
everything
we
did,
the
laughter
and
the
flow
My
heart
is
calling
you,
but
I
won’
t
let
it
show
I
keep
the
phone
beside
me,
maybe
it’
ll
ping
Dreaming
of
the
joy
that
your
messages
bring
It’
s
a
bitter
kind
of
silence
when
you’
re
not
around
I’
m
lost
in
this
city,
I’
m
feeling
so
unbound
I
play
the
game
of
pride,
acting
like
I’
m
cold
But
missing
you
is
the
truth
that’
s
never
been
told
Vanessa,
oh
Vanessa,
I
really
miss
you
bad
Checking
for
your
text
is
the
only
thing
I
have
I
pretend
I’
m
okay,
I
pretend
I
don’
t
care
But
deep
in
my
heart,
I
wish
you
were
there
I
miss
everything
we
did,
the
laughter
and
the
flow
My
heart
is
calling
you,
but
I
won’
t
let
it
show
Is
it
too
late
to
say
what
I’
m
feeling
inside?
There’
s
nowhere
for
my
love
or
my
longing
to
hide
I
love
you,
Vanessa,
yeah
I
mean
it
for
real
I’
m
just
struggling
to
cope
with
the
way
that
I
feel
I
really
miss
you,
babe
Just
one
message,
that’
s
all
I
need
Yours
faithfully,
Sylvester (
Ayy,
yoh)
Just
missing
you,
Vanessa