Mmm, yeah
I'm not okay
Staring at the ceiling, three AM again
Trying to find the words but I don't know where to begin
Smiling through the day but when the lights go down
All these feelings that I'm hiding start to come around
Used to be so strong, now I'm barely holding on
Everybody asking if I'm good but they don't see
This war inside my chest that's been destroying me
I'm not okay, oh baby I'm not okay
Been carrying this weight, trying to find my way
I'm not okay, no I'm not okay
Someone hold me close before I fade away
I'm not okay
Pouring out my heart in the middle of the night
Looking for some comfort, searching for the light
Tears falling down, can't keep them inside
Tired of pretending, tired of the lies
Maybe if I say it, if I let it show
Someone out there feels it, someone else might know
That it's okay to break, it's okay to fall
I'm not okay, oh baby I'm not okay
Been carrying this weight, trying to find my way
I'm not okay, no I'm not okay
Someone hold me close before I fade away
I'm not okay
Yeah, I'm not okay
But maybe that's okay
Mmm