Ethan,
my
darling
son,
This
song
is
for
you.
Today, 21
st
August,
your
daddy
had
to
return
to
work,
and
for
some
months,
it
will
be
you
and
me,
my
baby.
Just
you
and
I,
holding
each
other
through
the
days
until
the
time
comes
when
we
travel
to
meet
Daddy
again.
I
remember
holding
you
in
my
arms
in
the
room,
on
our
way
home
from
the
airport
after
we
dropped
Daddy
off.
I
was
crying
because
I
missed
him
so
much.
Then
we
came
home,
and
suddenly,
the
house
felt
so
empty.
But
then
I
looked
at
you.
And
somehow,
Ethan,
you
filled
that
emptiness
with
joy.
I
looked
at
your
little
face
and
my
heart
smiled.
I
held
you
close,
and
I
remembered
that
I
have
you.
When
I
lay
you
on
my
tummy
and
you
sleep
so
peacefully,
I
look
at
your
face
and
feel
a
kind
of
happiness
I
cannot
put
into
words.
Because,
my
son,
this
year
has
carried
so
much
pain.
In
June,
I
lost
my
precious
mother.
Then
I
lost
my
father.
There
were
moments
when
the
pain
felt
too
heavy,
moments
when
I
wished
I
could
have
them
here
to
see
you,
to
hold
you,
to
know
the
beautiful
boy
you
have
become.
But
then
I
look
at
you,
Ethan,
and
somehow,
the
tears
turn
into
smiles.
You
remind
me
that
even
in
the
middle
of
sorrow,
God
can
give
us
something
beautiful
to
hold
on
to.
You
are
my
joy,
my
precious
boy.
You
are
my
answered
prayer.
You
are
a
beautiful
part
of
my
story
that
I
will
forever
be
grateful
for.
I
love
you,
my
son.
I
love
you
more
than
words
can
ever
explain.
And
your
daddy
loves
you
too.
We
both
love
you
so,
so
much.
So
whenever
you
grow
up
and
you
hear
this
song,
I
want
you
to
know
something:
You
were
loved
from
the
very
beginning.
This
song
was
written
on 21
st
August 2026,
at 11:38
p.
m.,
while
you
were
lying
peacefully
on
my
tummy,
and
I
was
looking
at
your
beautiful
face
with
so
much
joy
in
my
heart.
One
day,
you
will
hear
this
song
and
I
hope
you
will
know
exactly
what
I
felt
that
night.
I
was
looking
at
my
son.
My
precious
Ethan.
My
joy
after
the
tears.
My
light
after
the
darkness.
My
beautiful
blessing.
I
love
you,
baby.
I
love
you,
my
son.
Forever
and
always,
Mummy.