Yeah, mmm
I’m trying to find the exit sign
It’s been four years since we started this dance
You showed me love, gave me every single chance
Now the room is cold, and the distance is wide
I’m drowning in the secrets that you keep inside
Betrayal is the shadow hanging over the bed
And I’m replaying every hurtful word that you said
Baby, why’d you change? Why’d you turn to stone?
I’m sitting right here, but I’m feeling so alone
Surprise, I’m still here holding on to your ghost
Loving the man who hurts me the most
Four years later and you show me only hate
Fighting a war, leaving my heart to this fate
Why can’t you love me like you did at the start?
Why do you keep breaking every piece of my heart?
I’m not enough, that’s the story you tell
You’ve built a prison and it’s feeling like hell
My spirit is reaching but you pull away
I’m desperate for the light but you only bring gray
I know you left me a long time ago
But my soul is a captive, moving so slow
Come here, let me breathe, let me find my own way
‘Cause staying here is just a price I can’t pay
Surprise, I’m still here holding on to your ghost
Loving the man who hurts me the most
Four years later and you show me only hate
Fighting a war, leaving my heart to this fate
Why can’t you love me like you did at the start?
Why do you keep breaking every piece of my heart?
I need you to help me, spirits above
Cut the tether that’s binding this toxic love
I’m struggling to disconnect, oh, it’s a fight
To let you go into the dark of the night
I’m done with the questions, I’m done with the why
It’s finally time for me to say goodbye
Four years, Surprise, it was meant to be real
But you’ve taken the power and you’ve stolen the wheel
I’m waking up now, the sun’s starting to rise
I’m seeing the truth behind all of your lies
My heart is still aching, but my spirit is strong
I’ve been waiting for the signal to move right along
Yeah, I’m moving on, finally closing the door
I don’t want to suffer for you anymore
Surprise, I’m still here holding on to your ghost
Loving the man who hurts me the most
Four years later and you show me only hate
Fighting a war, leaving my heart to this fate
Why can’t you love me like you did at the start?
Why do you keep breaking every piece of my heart?
Goodbye, Surprise
I’m letting you go
No more heartbreak, no more lows
Just finally letting go… mmm